One area I battle with infertility is discerning whether or not I have moved on or given up in our pursuit for a baby. Truthfully, the only times I really wrestle with these thoughts are when others bring it to my attention. Currently, I can say with confidence that I am in a season of true godly contentment. Through God's ongoing work in me, I have relinquished my fears and control over having a child -- and oh. my. goodness. is it ever freeing! I pray he never takes it away. However, in my experience, I'm noticing that others in my life perceive my moving on as giving up. Everyone has a standard to what lengths one must take to "try" before "moving on." And this can be confusing and … [Read more...]